[18 Aug 2007|12:40am] fall is in the air and blowing through my window and i dont like it one bit if i had one wish, it would be for a neverending summer 3 chances to break out | we need it now

[12 May 2007|12:32pm] su-su-su-su-summer is SO GREAT. can i just say. SO GREAT! i hope that i find a good excuse to stay in and not drink heavily one night soon 5 chances to break out | we need it now

[14 Apr 2007|03:44am] today started off amazing. i played substitute teacher for a day in dorchester, i talked to my mimi, & later rode my bike to harvard square. although today had a different type of mood attached to it. THIS WORLD IS UNDENIABLY COMPLETELY UNFAIR. how could the greatest boy in the entire world's life be taken from him when there are people out there who (tonight: black man in an old white cadillac license plate number 14V-L45) push a girl in the middle of brooklne ave only to steal her moneyless bag and drive off in a getaway car be sleeping safe and sound tonight. do people like that have a conscience? a wife? children?? how the fuck do you push an innocent girl into the middle of the street and steal her shit and actually fall asleep at night?? tonight i cannot even begin to wrap my head around how the world works and god created people who range from total sweethearts to heartless scumbags. credit cards can be replaced and bloody knuckles can heal, but i hope one day people who actually sit around and plan to do shitty things to other people second guess the decisions they made in their life when they are condemned to burn in hell for all eternity while the rest of us eat cotton candy and bounce from cloud to cloud all day long. 4 chances to break out | we need it now

[25 Nov 2006|03:11pm] [ music | justin timberlake is so fyyne - my love ] friends are the best ( birthday celebrations! one last time! ) 25 chances to break out | we need it now

[20 Mar 2006|01:08am] i yawn all day long but cannot seem to close my eyes at night. 8 chances to break out | we need it now

[03 Mar 2006|02:34pm] i am so ready to leave this place for one whole week. midterm week always creeps up on me. i just need time to fly by until midnight tonight and then break can finally start minus more driving into brookline to work all weekend. fung wah, beacons closet, umass birthday weekend, and a lot of not leaving my couch will soon be underway! 12 chances to break out | we need it now

[27 Feb 2006|09:56pm] [ mood | annoyed ] i want to teach art, but i dont have the patience or talent to draw a still life (that i had one month to draw). i want to stay in boston this summer, but i have to take french i & ii and it would be much cheaper to take classes at home. i want to be neat and organized, but i just threw charcoal all over my room. i want to be comatose until thursday at noon, but i dont have the proper drugs to do so. i dont know what to do with myself right now and definately forgot how to manage my time wisely. 23 chances to break out | we need it now

[09 Feb 2006|12:20am] [ mood | cheerful ] oh my god, tonight was amazing. our sculpture of toothpicks was the tallest and the most aesthetically pleasing aaaaaand im in love with the world. the only let down is i found my future husband. he is bad news: a 27 year old ex-emerson professor, harvard grad, socially awkward handsome man with a slight limp and a dangerously high blood alcohol level. oh and he is from mexico. told you, amazing. 10 chances to break out | we need it now

[08 Feb 2006|12:42am] [ music | snow patrol - run ] i need someone to make a road map for. first and certainly foremost. today my horoscope was spot-on. i was so sick that i couldnt physically make it to religion, then philosophy was cancelled, and then i went in two hours late to drawing. my mom drove all the way here on her lunchbreak to save my life and i am finally sickfreee. i would rather have my wisdom teeth taken out while giving birth to quotuplets.. with no anesthesia than re-live today. bbut like the constellations say, tonight was funfun. lauren and i went movie store hoppin' in our flustered businesswoman clothes, said whattup to lil' kim, got chased out of virgin records, and elizabethtown. interview thursday askljklj! no classes until 5pm whatou! matt pond tomorrow kdsasjld! 2 chances to break out | we need it now

[01 Feb 2006|01:37pm] [ music | loquat - theres a light that never goes out ] ever since i proclaimed my bad luck, ive become magical. lauren just threw a piece of paper at me and it made a whooshing sound and landed between my fingers. and i said outloud as i left to run errands that i'd be back at exactly 1:13, and well, it proved true. im going home this weekend to search for the meaning of life, maybe hit the slopes of vermont if it stays chilly, see my puppy, and buy a new pair of goddamn shoes. 8 chances to break out | we need it now

[30 Jan 2006|10:24pm] today was yet another bad bad day. ever since i have started tracking the unusual amount of bad luck that follows me around, weird things have started happening to me. so i figured ill write them all down and either get them all off my shoulders or have mirrors crack when i look in them and have black cats start falling from the sky. 1) get picked out of a stadium of cheaters as the one who cheats. when i was the only one without a cheat sheet in the entire room. 2) the devil himself stole my first digital camera (whilst others find two on the side of the road) 3) lost four cell phones in one year 4) loss of wallet (stolen) 5) loss of social security card (someone else can gladly take over my life because apparently im not doing so well) 6) loss of family respect 7) just today i typed a three paragraph (lengthy) essay, lauren sent me a link, i clicked, and all my work got erased. 8) one time at club hell, i handed emily $40 i owed her, and it slipped out of the envelope i craftily made it to go in 9) $250 overcharge fees from my debit card (once i got charged $31.00 for a bag of candy because i had no money on my card) 10) on the day of the huge blizzard, lauren, emily, and i decided to go shopping at downtown crossing. a huge suv drove on by at 65 mph right through the intersection we were standing at.. coincidentally right next to a massive puddle. the suv managed to drench me head to toe in sewer water while emily and lauren escaped bone dry after they hid behind me. 11) due to our first time trying illegal drugs, lauren and i were rushed to the emergency room. one summer later i get 14 bills in my mailbox each going up in prices that i owe the emergency staff. $625.83 was the total cost. while lauren received one bill and one bill only: a smiley face greeting card saying that she owed the hospital nothing. 12) first time caught drinking on campus - i, the sober one, have to walk down the the ra to empty out our alcohol. i say im sorry 5,500 times, cooperatewith everything she says, and she then writes the report saying i was uncooperative and that i left a trail of mikes hard lemonade down our whole hallway. 13) two nights ago when erin cashman paid for me to get into the middle east, then a tiny asian woman singles me out, starts banging her head against a box of fortune cookies and told me that i need ot pay another $3 because it was her new year and that she needed to pay her landlord with the money. 14) one time, during a class project out of class, me and my group were joking around. ha ha funny. and this one boy suddenly starts talking about his mother being on welfare. i joke back saying that yeahh i had a tough childhood, something about food stamps, yeah. and apparently he was serious. i tried to quickly change the subject. 15) [ ok seriously my chair just fell apart. the arm just broke and i almost fell onto the floor] 16) i forgot my form of id once at the middle east, three times at club hell, and once at paper 17) the single most embarassing moment of my life - my education presentation when i couldnt get words out in front of my whole class 18) jordans summer party - i walked into a bedroom, put my bag gracefully atop an antique bed, and the two posts fell to each wall and the bed collapsed. the whole corie family wants me dead. 19) when i was five years old, my grandfather gave me his precious magnifying glass to look for bugs outside. as soon as i spotted my first bug, it fell apart in my hands. i threwit back in its case and back in the drawer so he never would find out. and everytime we would visit him i got sick to my stomach. 20) on the night my bag gets stolen out of coatcheck, emilys coat i was wearing happens to be taken on accident by a papergoer. 21) once at a sports banquet, i wasnt listening and talking to everyone at my table. the speakerman gave this big speech about my old babysitter, kelly petty losing her dad but still being a team playey. he called out her name, and i proudly walked up and accepted the award. but everyone burst out laughing and i slowly pivot turned and sat back down at my table. my mom was so proud. [use your imagination for the rest. im sure each and everyone of you can recall a handful of events] my family has learned to accept my calls back home saying that i got into a street fight or had something else very valuable stolen. but my reassuring mom tells me things could be a lot worse. i should really invest in a saint anothony pendant or start knocking on wood more often. ohh life. this is my life. 21 chances to break out | we need it now

[29 Jan 2006|04:51pm] [ music | minus the bear - pachuca sunrise ] normal mother-daughter conversations between me and my mom have never existed. and just recently i cant talk to my own mom without her screaming at me and me hanging up the phone. i love my mom. im a horrible daughter. it seems like i cant rely on anyone anymore and i guess this is all just part of growing up this morning i took an entire handful of mixed medications. my head is still on the verge of explosion. i think the ringing in my ears is playing mind tricks on me and color and design project are useless and time consuming. in conclusion, today has been up there on the shitty day scale. 4 chances to break out | we need it now

[20 Jan 2006|03:58pm] today feels like ( .spring i love you. never snow again.  ) 6 chances to break out | we need it now

[18 Dec 2005|12:21am] [ music | stars ] my office glows all night long. it's a nuclear show and the stars are gone. elevator, elevator, take me home. i feel like a robot. living only to mass produce essays and get through the next four days. i ate all my advent calander chocolates too soon, therefore december has been the longest month of my life. i cant wait to be prEsentation-free and sitting next to my christmas treE. 9 chances to break out | we need it now

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